So yeaahhh

So yeah it's been quite a while. And there's really no point in me updating because no one reads this but Brandi. Well life isn't going my way right now..haha, that sounds so grown up. School sucks, work sucks, and it's never ending. I cannot wait for school to be out for the summer (only one more exam tomorrow at 3!!! and a paper due friday). I have got to quit one job, I just have decided which one. I think that is why my grades are awful. I have come to the conclusion that I am not old enough or wise enough to have two jobs and go to school...and I don't do good with time management. SO I am watching the news and they are giving away a super old pathfinder, wtf?? Who wants that? Well I guess I would if I didnt have a car. I would def be appreciative lol. So only three more years of college left..Is my freshman year over ALREADY?? I feel like I'm getting old too fast! Time flies by after HS! I have decided I am not living in the dorms next year..21 apartments it is! YAYYY!!! I'm super excited. On a depressing note, growing up sucks. I hate how everything changes so fast and everyone goes their own directions. My best friend is having a baby. My other good friends, Symba and Nissan, are at Ole Miss so I never see them. Cameron moved back to Memphis so Inever see her. My new friend I just met and liked since I first met, Eric, isn't coming back to State next year. Jaron probably isn't coming back to State next year. I won't be in Hull Hall to see all my friends- Rebekah, Jasmine, Kaley, Tiffany, Shalonda, Tyler, Bettina, Amanda, GeGe, Sherrisa, EVERYONE! It's actually depressing. But, I do, however, still have Molly around and KJ :) . I'll be living with (or hope I'm living with) Sarah Miles and Whitney Wilson. KJ, Jamie, Louis, and Broomfield will be at the same apt complex which is nice having some friends there and not completely out of reach. For some reason I don't exactly miss going home. I only miss my cat. If people can't make time for me when they are together, then they don't need me to make time for them when they aren't. Just a thought. *wink wink*. I also don't like when people are trying to make me not succeed and knowing it tickles them to death to know that I'm failing and THINK I will never come back on top..But guess what, imma be looking down on them one day, even though I shouldn't think like that. So for the summer I'll be living at my brothers and working..Hopefully saving money..Hopefully. I will be going to class 1st and 2nd five weeks, which is June and July. I will be in Business Statistcal Methods I and public speaking. This fall I'll be taking Macroeconmics, Business Statistical Methods II, Principals of Financial Accounting, and Business Law..I can do it, I can do it!! I'm going in with a positive attitude and studying my ass off..Well I have an exam tomorrow so I should probably get back to studying..Probably. Until next time BRANDI..Instead of America.